My take on current happening--

Nonchalant and indifferent.

..



i guessed it was because..


everything was just way too much for me to swallow down.






so,
i decided..
just let it be.




those are things beyond my strength to bear.





and,
i realized..

everything that occurs has a reason or cause for its occurrence.


but,

everyone,
has their own explanations,
for everything that occur.



and everyone is right in their own ground or,
at least, everyone deems themselves is right.





and so..
we have what this so called argument.



you think you are right,
and i think neither i wrong too.




but then,
there is one thing.. which is beyond controversy.




Word of God.







Matthew 7:2
For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged,
and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.






i actually conceived..
i mean..

human being is quite ridiculous after all.


when we say other people is judging
or when we say people is judging us,
or when we mad at people who judge us
and we scold them back like "who are you to judge me"



we are actually judging people too at the moment we behave so.

'cause we judge them judged us.




and,
one finger points, three more point back.










if you don't agree with my point,
then maybe you just don't get my point. :) hehe









so..
i am a human being.
and..
so..
me ridiculous too. :)


yeap..
in certain ways.
either consciously or unconsciously,
i know i judge people,
especially when people piss me off.




i used to judge ..
one kind of people..


they never think they are wrong. deep down from their bottom heart.

they may feel guilty.
they may tell you they are sorry.
they may feel upset over the incident.
they may blame themselves.




but,
nope,
they don't really think they are wrong.


:)







and again,
if you don't agree with me,
then maybe you just don't get me. :) hehehehehe..






but..
i slowly learn..


and..

i realized again..



there is one way to stop myself from judging other,


that is..











to love. :)



for,
love keeps no record of wrongs. :)

















Beloved God, there are so many lessons i need to learn.
and.. they are so tough :'(
and i kept failing in those lessons. :'(
i know i am a bad learner and repeat the same mistakes,
but i know You are my God and You are my strength,
You are faithful even time i am faithless.
please continue to guide me o Lord.
i need You to be with me. to go through all these miserable moments.
i need You, Lord, i need You.
teach me how to love like You have loved me.
teach me how to love the unlovely for You love them too.
Heal my heart and make it clean.
and everything, it is all about You, Jesus.
it's all about You. i love You, sweet Jesus.