有关系，就没关系；
没关系，就有关系。
没关系，就有关系。
few years ago,
this quote is saying by a Rev.. if not mistaken, em, omg, i forgot that pastor name!!
eh.. ya!! Rev Goh!
and someone laughed because i wrote that.
know why?
because of bu gan yuan lo..
nvm.. someone dun understand the meaning of this quote.
poor poor poor..
bible told us,
yes then say yes,
no then say no,
yet someone still want to cover his fault,
by saying.. emm.. scold.. emm not really scold... emm some kind of scold..
poor poor poor..
only irresponsible people talk in this way..
so.. he can find excuse to cover his fault..
so he can easily switch things he tried to say..
just like
when ppl disagree,
he can say:
" eh i whr got say scold, i say not really ler"
or
when people agree,
he can say:
"ya la, i say scold what, not really scold but i got say scold ler, i still win what.”
poor poor poor...
irresponsibility..
ok.. maybe someone vocab freaking sucks??
lack of vocab, then don't use any la.
poor poor poor..
and..
luckily,
he got talked to me at that night,
to let me understand the whole thing whole concept,
and let me know certain thing.. :)
and to let me know he was to protect me. :)
to let me know he loves me more. :)
to let me know.. oops..maybe the rest shall keep to myself only.
even if he was scolded,em not really scolded,but some kind of scolded me,
so what?
i understand it.
it is okay outsider dont understand at all.
to outsider, it maybe is a shame.
to me, it is love. im LOVED. :)
this is my point.
but some people too stressed on certain word.
anyway,
up to others want to live in his own tiny world,
thinking he is the one ALL RIGHT.
and continue to give excuses.
and.. if want to say who's english sucks?
i think someone more sucks..？
u know why?
because when i check back my post again..
"to outsider, he seems scolded me."
oh, i got use "seems"
in chinese..
他看起来像骂我。。
so.. i guess i din misunderstood someone post. :)
he said not really scold..
thus.. i use "seems"
i din say
"to outsider, he "was" scolded me"
but,
in respond to his "not really scolded" post,
i wrote
"to outsider, he "seems" scolded me"
oh crap.
someone is.
how many times should i bear the lousy excuses anyway.
no wonder lots of people dislike.. oops.. i shall stop now. :)
but now..
i learn another thing again,
next time when people talk bad about him..
i will just zip my mouth instead of finding grand EXCUSES for him to let others wont so !@#$ about him..
i guess what ppl think about him is right.
included what someone think.
oohh.. i bear enough. no more.
:)
eh..
I SHALL STOP RIGHT NOW!!
=X
oh dear God,
it is really hard to love the unlovely.
a long way to learn.
but,
i also wanna thank You, Lord,
because i aint a perfect person,
and i also have so many weaknesses,
my attitude aint the best either,
but You still placed so many wonderful lovable adorable sweet people around me,
to love me, to teach me, to guide me, to pamper me, to make me smile :)
even though they have seen my bad my weakness my wrongs my childishness,
You still let them love me so much and accept me as who i am.
i thank You, Lord. :)
therefore, i will learn how to love the unlovely as this is what You want me to learn.
maybe i failed this test now, but i know You will continue to teach me over and over again.
in charge of me, Holy Spirit. guide me guide me guide me fill in me.
i love You, Jesus.
and..
before end my post,
i wanna say thank u & i love u to people i listed below. :)
YAM!!!!!!
for being a forever friend to me!! and the first one said to me: "要比我幸福"
i want u so too k? Muacks~
Hieling!!!!!!!!!
for always being a supportive friend to me!! and listen to me!! :) thinking of u always warmed my heart. :) i miss u!!!T.T
Ching Siong!!
i don't know whether u still reading my blog. but haha, thank for always making me laugh. :)
either on the phone or text messaging. :) HUGSSS!!!
my dear, Joanne!!
ain't u the one that who always been there for me when i am in need? and also a good adviser and sweet "hugger" to me too!!
my sweet leader!!
u know too much about my weaknesses. but u still accept me and teach me. :) even the time u almost want explode when i acted so childish, u still try to calm down & talk nicely to me. :) really feel proud to have u as leader X) i hope one day i can be ur proud helper too. :)
eric ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha... i really happy to have u in my life!! u not only a friend of mine, but also like a brother to me!! :) and always so generous to me!!! x) the movies the meals and everything~
Justin!!!!
u are great!! and.. always see the best in me!! aWWw.. u are sweet :) thanks for always try ur best to help me :)
A.V.I.N!!
okay, shall i call u great partner? u r the one that always witness my bad temper :P yet, we still can hang well. hahaha x) we are in the same boat~ not going to write much because u dont read blog :P
Kshin!!!
u are super friend of mine!! always bring me out xD and.. willing to spend time to call me to hear me murmured and grumbled. happY "HOLIDAYS" in Taiwan!! remember what u promised ar. :P
ShenYuan!!!
haha.. u are so adorable brother!! and thanks for always bring me out too!!! and sometimes not just me, but us *wink wink* :P u also the one that ever witnessed my very bad temper. especially when my mood is not good. but, we still so close friend because u know how not to piss me off again when i already in a bad temper. :) thanks for bear with my temper and still see the best in me too. :) and.. lolx, hope u and someone really can.. (oops, someone is blushed nw. hehe :P) okay, still must remember u got promise with God. so, don't rush. :)
WAn Jin Jie!!!
awww!! u are so sweet jie jie!! always help me when i need a ride!! :) really so grateful to have u T.T and thanks for bring me go gai gai or limteh also. hahaha xD
Bin Bin Jie!!!!!!
wheeeeeeeeee~~ u are my super great ex-leader!!! if there is no u, there will be no today-me. :)
thanks for everything that u have done for me. and thanks for the .. *secret* x)
last but not least,
all of OBedEdom members!!!
especially
Danniel,Catherine,Sheena,Sharon,Roland,Aaron,zi yi
and Bii Bii!!Mabz!!Linda!!Eileen!!
and Freddy!!
and meiling!!!
all of u are my WATERMELON in my eyes!!!! xD
thanks for always supporting me.
even though i am not a super good great leader like other leaders,
even though i cant offer anything to u ppl,
even though sometimes i scold i mad,
even though i spent less time with some of u,
even though sometimes i quite emotional in my action and talk,
yet,
:')
omg, so wanna cry now to think that God put u all in my life T.T
u all are just so wonderful and lovable!!
i wish, i really wish and pray for the best for u all!
and oh wait, not yet last...
still got..
XinXuan!!!
haha.. u are sweet sweet sweet!!! really love u so much!! xD
and PeiSze!!!
thanks for the cakes!!!!!!! and.. other homemade snacks!! thanks for remember me whenever u made those things and share them with me. hahahaha!! even though sometimes u see my face so moody and fierce, u still understand me. and thanks for the concern!! i know my fierce face so scary =X if got accidently hurt u, really sorry eh >.<
and also yd,francis,daniel,kelvin,leena!!
though some like lost connection already especially kel & dan =.=,
i wont forget the memories we ever shared with :)
and and and SA SA!!!! ah Jeng!!!!
hahahah.. time canot spare us!! distance canot spare us too!!
thanks for brighten up my day!! and thanks for nice to me!!
and and and and!!! my DIDI, Enzai!!!
AaaaWWww.. never thought i could have meet such nice didi in my life.
though we not so often meet each other,
but it doesn't matter, because i know ul not forget me x)
love u didi, and GAmbatea yo!!
and and and and and and WEL LIANG!!
oh well oh well, u are my great trip sponsor :P
thanks for pampered me ya~~ hehe~~ ^^
and oh Yoong Kien~~
hahaha.. o yes, next year or next next year, u gonna fulfilled ur promise :)
distance has apart us for so long, but i know u gonna be the friend that make me smile also. :)
i am so glad u found me!! hiak hiak xD
and,
George :)
thanks for accepting me as who i am.. though i am fierce when i mad..
thanks for everything that u have done for me.
thanks for looking me as the perfect girl u've ever found. though i am not.
thanks for the love. :)
okay. "end" wheeeeeeeee~ x)
