there is a lot of thing i want to do ,
but i must not.

there is a lot of thing i don't want to do,
but i have too.



life isnt just about myself.
life isnt just me, myself and I.
life isnt just about what i want and what i don't want.



i kinda tired right now.

but i have to keep on keeping on.


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i always hope that my beloved people are happy and always happy.
i know that i could have done everything just to see them happy and smile.

but..
i know..


to really love a person is not just that.



there is a lot of thing i can do for them,
but i must not.


there is a lot of thing i can't do.. erm no, such thing doesn't exist.


for them,
always a million times over.





but.. it is not just that.






God created us and want us to have the best and be happy.
but He doesn't let everything in our lives going smooth.

we have ups and downs.
we have hurts and pains.


He din give us everything we wish and want,
He din make our life are all just happy and happy and still happy.



there are loses.
there are tears.
there are sadness.
and sorrows.




but,
i always trust my God wholeheartedly,
because i know, He is a faithful God,
because i know, He is a good God,
because i know, He is an awesome God,
because i know, He is my God,
because i know, He is God that loves me much!
because..
just because i know HIM.





at times,
i did blame God.

at times,
i did mad at God.

at times,
i cried badly because i thought You are leaving me, just like how others did.



the pains are so much to bear.
the hurts are so much to take.



but everytime,
i look back,
i thank God.

because this is how i have grown up.
and know You more.


God knows whats the best for me.
God has seen far more than i can see.



i know.
He always gives me the best!


there maybe something i still don't understand why God let me going thru this..
i don't understand why God put me in this situation..
i don't understand why God always letting me down..
i don't understand..
i might still don't understand..




but,
it doesn't matter..


because,
there is one thing i always understand and know,





God loves me.
Jesus loves me.
:)



and that..



i love You, sweet Jesus.






and,
i love you too.

1 Corinthians 13 ~ Love ^ The Greatest Gift

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

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*Mr Right & Ms Right =D* { ..緣份是找到包容你的人 .. }

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跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木與忽視，

而新鮮的「際遇」總是那麼動人可愛。

在感情對待中，難免有摩擦與無心的傷害，

而且論得罪自己的次數累加起來最多的人，

當然是跟我們在一起最久、最親近的人；

　

而新歡呢，又還沒開始有得罪你的機會，

再加上她的刻意討好，所以新歡怎麼看怎麼可愛，

舊愛怎麼看怎麼討厭。


但別忘了，新歡身上總是有不確定的未知數，

舊愛身上就是有難得的熟悉感、確定感、信賴感。

千萬不要隨便在偶然的「際遇」中迷失了自己，

錯放了幸福溫暖的手。


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