DAMN u!!
i wish i never know this jerk. i really wish.
after so many years, u r just a nightmare that i want to get rid of.
u have no right to criticize sweet person the last time.
because u r much worse than the sweet person!
instead, sweet person is not only better than u, but is the best!!
i hope u can learn how to respect girl!
don't keep playing around!!
or u feel proud aint u?
to be able to make many girls fall for u, and do thgs for u, and enjoy their compliments to u?
and never dare to admit but keep denying?
seriously,
i find no reason to respect u!
u creates chaotic in my life,
yet u still think it is because of myself?
don't look up to urself so much,
i no more love u already. for so long long time ago.
i cried,
doesn't mean that i still love u.
i cried,
is because i am so regret to ever know u.
is because the pain u caused in me.
u know where does this pain come from?
no, not from "i still love u",
but is from "i so regret to ever been together with u"!
thats why i felt so pain because i am so stupid.
bear in mind that,
my pain is not because u love the other girl.
my pain is not because u go for the other girl.
my pain is not because of u have step away from my life.
it is because of ur DISHONEST!
how many times i have asked u,
and how many times u just kept denying?
u make me hate the other girl because of that.
u make me hate her for what she said and try to provoke.
at the same time,
i felt pity for the girl too.
because u never try to stand up to protect her!
coward?
or u really think u dun hav to explain it all?
my pain is because i kept figuring things out.
not i purposely want to,
but i always happen to know it.
my pain is because u dont want tell the truth!
my leader told me this is not my business and i shouldnt care about it,
but i still stupidly cried over this.
because i really MIND it.
i really MIND.
i really hope i didnt love the wrong guy the last time.
i really hope u r still the guy i knew b4 which taught me to be honest!
but it pains me IF/WHEN it isnt, u know!!
no, i don't hate u,
but i mad at u.
yes i mad at u and i mad at myself too.
i mad at u because u make me ever fall for a jerk! did u?
i mad at myself because i can't let go of this regret in me!
yes,
i cant let go.
not tat i cant let go of ur love. the love is dead.
but i cant let go of the past!
no.. not a sweet past. but a terrible past!
i really really regret.
so much regrets in me that everytimes i think of u, i will just @#%#@$^^& !
no,
i don't want to hate u.
but u making it happens.
i never want to hate u afterall we have been so long together.
but u making it happens.
but still,
i don't hate u. because there is no more love.
what's left now..
is just regret.
and..
regrets.
continue with ur game. it is okay.
but!
u will pay for what u've done!!!
and...
if u dare to hurt her?
ul see what will happen next.
u know that i always mean what i said.
i maybe bitch at my words because i talking about a jerk.
when u have see this post,
it means i have already walk away from where i am.
Good bye.
it means i have already walk away from where i am.
Good bye.
